I would be remiss
Well, I've been lazy when it comes to posting on this blog, but I have to let those who only access my world through it that Lenya and I aren't dating anymore. She initiated it, but I agree that it's for the best, and will probably spare more heartache later on because of her going on study abroad in the fall.
But that doesn't mean I don't hurt now. It's rather annoying. When I am distracted and hanging with friends I'm generally fine. Unfortunately, any time my mind has a chance to think about anything, it has a tendency to focus back on Lenya and then twist my heart into a knot. I don't know, I think despite the fact that we were only dating for just over 6 weeks, it seemed longer, or maybe was more compact in stuff. It's hard to let someone go you spent a good deal of time with and cared about deeply. We may be leaving each other on the prospect of being "friends" but it's never going to be the same, I expect. Alas.
Also, because I've wanted to say this for a while: I have a blog of note, at least according to Joe Krahn who was my friend in Japan, and is still there.
Now for more distractions.
posted by Bob. @ 14:04
2 Comments:
Hey Bob,
Thanks for the mention. We're still here in Japan and I still view your blog when I have the chance. We're a little sad today. Jessica went back to Seattle. I hope you don't mind me linking to your blog. Sorry to hear it didn't work out with Lenya. Take care.
-Joe Krahn
I am sad that Jessica is gone, too! I have missed her a lot, but you, who have gotten to know her all the more than I was able to do so, must really be feeling it. I know she made my time in Japan that much more bearable.
I don't mind the link; in fact, it probably means my blog gets a little bit of a readership. Also thank you for well wishes in regards to my breakup, even if I know deep down that it's for the best. Now if only I could convince my feelings of that.
-Bob.
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